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Viens Ici

Solitude

When I noticed this star over the weekend I felt like it understood me.  As if it, too, needed a moment separate from every thing else around it.  Seclusion is the key to my sanity and ability to function.  Dramatic. For sure but no less true.  Deep in Scorpio season the need intensifies.  I used to think it selfish to remove myself from those that enjoy my company.  I've grown up since then.  They'll just have to understand and be patient.  Solace and solitude were my gifts to myself for my birthday this year.  I'm grateful that I was able to do so.

Centered.

Seasons Change

Dear Summer, 

I ran into my old friend Candy Corn today.  It's been nearly a year since we last saw one another.  You can imagine we had lots to catch up on.  We talked and laughed hysterically right there in Big Lots.  so many good times we had.  So much reminiscing lead us to the way I parted ways with Fall.  Crazy how nostalgia made me realize how much I miss Fall.  Don't get me wrong, we've had a great time, too, Summer. It's just, well, let's be honest, we like different things.  You like it intensely hot while I prefer milder temps.  Fall *sigh* just gets me.  

I'll not prolong this letter.  I'm sure you can tell where this is going.  I want to see Fall again.  It's not you, Summer.  It's me. Who knows...maybe we can still be friends.  It'll take a few seasons but you'll come around to the idea, I'm sure. 

It's Been Fun, 

Q

Miss Independent

I was just thinking I need to lean on me a little more.

Loose Grips Sink...Hearts

Sumx I feel the scorpion urge to test connectedness and promises of always and forever. 

I'm tempted to loosen my grip to see if the hand I've clung to will tighten it's grip.  Truth, I think that hand will, without hesitation, let go.  Release every thing that was any thing between us.  So then, why do I hold so tightly to what would let me go so easily?

Maybe because it is still so real to me.

My Brother's Keeper